damn you! damn you CDL bus test

At 2:57 pm was at that exact time i looked at my watch and was told that i failed by only 4 points the verbal part of my CDL bus test for the 2nd time. the first time, i dunno, i just wasn't prepare. i didn't know all the "words" even though knew of the locates and all major names. well, the 2nd time around i was ready. i had practiced both portions. there was no way i would of failed again. i couldn't believe it failed again with the verbal. blasphemy. i said everything. everything. everything! i know it. clair told me i forgot to mention:

"missing" lug nuts,
"welts" in the rear rims,
"locate" the battery box
and
"secured" fire extinguisher.

i knew little about the break portion of the test and though that would be my only weakness, which it was. but still I thought I passed.

but i failed. man, it sucked. i couldn't believe it. i told her LOUDLY i said them and she didn't hear me. i had to repeat myself twice. i even ran through the dam test twice with her. i easily learned not to ever complain to those who work at the DMV. they don't like it. she told me to fix my "tude" before she could forward. so i had to. ugh. i had the most horrible and vicious thoughts while we conducting the driving part. i thought about, you know, pushing her out and running her over many times. but i didn't.

i passed the driving portion which is cool. but... still.... taking again will cost me another $100 bucks. ugh. what a bad day. i feel like a turd. i think for halloween i'm gunna be a hobo. its just fitting for me.